Here I am now...
at the library, I opened the computer and viewed my blog. Then suddenly, I felt a certain sadness inside me.
I really don't know why I felt such way but then I still chose to not ignore it instead, I reflected. And thank goodness, for just a short time let's say in minutes, I had already my answer.
My first question was why...and the answer was my blog.
Then another question popped up... Why...my blog?
And here, I know, I don't have to think cause I already knew the answers to it.
What was really my reason why I created this blog?
Basically, it is really one of my dreams or simply want to have a blog. Not really to earn money like other bloggers do but...simply, as reflected in my personality, I only want to have something where I can share all my thoughts: ups and downs of life, specifically.
But then these times, I lost my focus. Why? Maybe because of my business as a student and lack of experiences.
Speaking of lack of experiences, I noticed this when one of my friend had his critics about my works. And by there, I learned that he is actually right. I really don't have the idea of being a good blogger myself.
If it was showcasing my blog, I am really a failure. But then, in here...only here actually is where I could find peace and freedom for myself cause I'm just like a bird locked-up in a dark cage, not knowing the real world I suppose to know.
So, I'm not going to give up this thing. Although I'm such an amateur blogger, I still want to share things with you.
This might look like for all...but I hope, some individuals who could relate on me, can somewhat be inspired by this.
The reason(s) of this BLOG is not to look like a business...
but...a SIMPLE DREAM of a SIMPLE alone GIRL like me...who aims to be an INSPIRATION to all HEARTS and SOULS.